Contributed by Adeline Ting • May 20, 2025
The Great Commission states “Go, make disciples ….” (Matthew 28:16-20). The first command is to “Go”, a simple two-lettered word, but it is the first directive of the commission and is unfortunately, the hardest to obey. If we do not “Go”, there will be no teaching, no baptizing, nor discipling. In all honesty, the Great Commission remains an illusion unless we “Go”. Therefore, we must “Go” when we are called by God.
But why are we reluctant to “Go”?
As I ponder on this, especially as one who has yet to go on a mission trip, I realised that many of the reasons stem from our self-preservation intentions, with our needs above God’s calling. There is self-doubt and fear, worldly distractions, and perhaps some lack of support and awareness. Self-doubt and fear are the most common as it cripples good intentions. We doubt our own abilities, and whether we are ‘qualified’ enough for missions. Will I make an impact that is significant enough to make changes and transform lives? Then, there is the fear of the unknown (cultural, language, place), potential risks (what if I fall sick, or injured, or issues with local authorities), and the giving up of my own personal comfort (clean water, clean food). We are also often distracted by worldly standards. At times, we question if we will lack in providing for the family if we live as missionaries. Will financial constraints be a constant burden, will our kids be disadvantaged having parents living as missionaries, will we have enough to lead a ‘normal’ and ‘decent’ life? There is also the lack of support and awareness. Will there be support for logistical challenges in the mission field? Will there be church and community support? Do we have sufficient awareness of the mission field to know why, where, when, how, what and who to start with? For some, their short-term mission trips may have given them a negative experience, thereby discouraging them from future mission trips.
And yet, why do some embrace the “Go”?
A deeper reading of the Scripture would reveal the truth that missions are by all Christians, not by a selected few. As I reflect on testimonies of those who have embraced the “Go”, they all carry the same message, that is; “When God calls you to “Go”, go then in obedience for He will preserve and protect you.” I was also starkly reminded that God does not call you because you are “perfect” or “fully” equipped for missions. Our ability and skills are less important to Him. Instead, He looks at our heart; an obedient heart to answer His call, a humble heart that is constantly reliant on God, and a selfless heart that is willing to serve others. God sees past our weaknesses and iniquities; He looks at our willingness to give all that we have in obedience.
And so, at this point of my reflection, I am deeply moved to embrace the “Go”. Especially since my sister is resuming her overseas mission’s trip after more than 10 years. Such an inspiration. And to hear from my Huddle session last night, on how life-transforming mission trips can be from Pr DY and fellow engager AbT. Yet, in all honesty, my struggle, like many Christians today, is real and constant. I can only surrender to God. May the good Lord have mercy on His “Apostle Pauls” and “Apostle Peters”. May He speak to us individually, of His plans for us to glorify Him. And may we find in our heart to respond in obedience to whatever plans He may have for us.